jehova · 31-35, M
Food banks will help relieve a bit. Unemployment\disability is tough. Maybe try to find support groups online. Visit a library for internet. Try gardening going for walks, force your child to socialize at parks, farmers naekets, church, etc. . Is your child school age? There are supports if you ask around in the community. Churches ymcas youth programs. Do your best. What state are you in?
God bless and best of luck.
God bless and best of luck.
Casheyane · 31-35, F
First off, you're very brave to admit that. It seems you're in touch with yourself.
Secondly, letting yourself receive help is also brave. Sometimes we're drowning and we don't know how to help ourselves.
For a start, maybe being in a cell group at church and talking to other parents might help you. Just be careful, because it's also truth that some people can be judgy. It isn't easy to find people to trust.
Another point, you ever tried writing journal? It helps to just write and release everything. Then when you read it again, you learn and understand yourself a bit more.
I think you also know you have a lot of reasons to live. That, and you have hope for your future. It might look bleak now but the only way it can go now is to be better. But that would require you to hang in there and actually fight for it.
Give yourself some rest. Cry. Scream. Be hugged. It's okay. You're human. No need to be perfect.
You aren't bad for wanting a family. But see, you have them now. So you gotta fight for one another. But also, I want you to see your own worth too. You are capable of so much good. You just forgot that part in face of all that is troubling.
And you mentioned God. Remember how He likes to make use of the most unusual imperfect people to do good? You really think He doesn't see you? His child?
I know the feeling of hating things and people and even life. But for someone who also never really lost hope despite the amount of pain I felt and feel, I also know that sometimes hope is what makes it hard to live and do good.
We are on earth. I like to think this isn't home. Because earth sucks, yeah?
But in this place are people important, more so than fear, more so than struggles and all the pain we feel.
Sometimes I wonder if love and happiness really equates. But even if they don't, it doesn't make love any less grand.
Secondly, letting yourself receive help is also brave. Sometimes we're drowning and we don't know how to help ourselves.
For a start, maybe being in a cell group at church and talking to other parents might help you. Just be careful, because it's also truth that some people can be judgy. It isn't easy to find people to trust.
Another point, you ever tried writing journal? It helps to just write and release everything. Then when you read it again, you learn and understand yourself a bit more.
I think you also know you have a lot of reasons to live. That, and you have hope for your future. It might look bleak now but the only way it can go now is to be better. But that would require you to hang in there and actually fight for it.
Give yourself some rest. Cry. Scream. Be hugged. It's okay. You're human. No need to be perfect.
You aren't bad for wanting a family. But see, you have them now. So you gotta fight for one another. But also, I want you to see your own worth too. You are capable of so much good. You just forgot that part in face of all that is troubling.
And you mentioned God. Remember how He likes to make use of the most unusual imperfect people to do good? You really think He doesn't see you? His child?
I know the feeling of hating things and people and even life. But for someone who also never really lost hope despite the amount of pain I felt and feel, I also know that sometimes hope is what makes it hard to live and do good.
We are on earth. I like to think this isn't home. Because earth sucks, yeah?
But in this place are people important, more so than fear, more so than struggles and all the pain we feel.
Sometimes I wonder if love and happiness really equates. But even if they don't, it doesn't make love any less grand.
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moonpeace81 · 31-35, F
@SomeMichGuy yes sir i hate to put a label honestly but ppl point out my child a lot and ask if he is on the spectrum.. he is but on the low side.. im praying he can live a normal life
SomeMichGuy · M
@moonpeace81 May he do just that!
moonpeace81 · 31-35, F
@SomeMichGuy thank you🥲
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moonpeace81 · 31-35, F
@plankter979 no sadly ... i actually do they come tomorrow ... she is a worker for my sons therapy program... they have been working with me bc im kinda a special case.. they know iv been dealing with a lot of unfortunate events.. so they are trying to help me ao my son can start therapy
moonpeace81 · 31-35, F
@PepsiColaP yes maam im trying to be a good mom , god is good though.. im glad for the ppl who respond to me.. thank you .. im going theough a lot
Old51 · 70-79, M
Don't be depressed
Make up your mind to flight.A solution will come up
Make up your mind to flight.A solution will come up
Moneyonmymind · 31-35, M
moonpeace81 · 31-35, F
@Moneyonmymind thank you sir god knows i need him rn
Moneyonmymind · 31-35, M
@moonpeace81 if you want to talk feel free to message me