Can you describe what it was like growing up or even now, having someone love you and accept you? I'm trying to reparent myself but it seems unfathomable to me that I could feel warmth from a parent or myself.
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You need to let that go, love. You have many friends here, always here for you, so embrace it & let that heal you. I can't imagine what you have gone through, all I can tell you is that they will answer for the damage they've done to you. You deserve peace and constantly trying to figure them out will destroy you. Please don't let that happen.
@Tumbleweed Thank you my friend🪻..I am not trying to figure out my evil mom anymore luckily. I can't wrap my head around that one COULD get love over years time from a parent, which translates to self esteem as an adult. I can't fathom it's true because she made me believe fully I was a mistake and unworthy of even taking up space. It is beyond hard to unravel it. She continued it after my childhood into adulthood too , so it feels loving myself is unattainable 😕
@Coralmist You've told me this before and it just makes me sick. It really does. I cannot imagine making my kids feel this way. I'm just so very sorry.