Have your parent(s) embarrassed you a lot growing up and how did it affect you now that you’re an adult?

My mother was the source of most my embarrassments. She tended to be loud, obnoxious, and drunk. I grew up socially isolated, a loner, and very clumsy in most social relationships and situations. It's all still there, I've just gotten better at coping, concealing, and carrying on. It paid off during the pandemic, I was social distancing long before it was cool!