Can having parents who argue all the time during my child hood (and now) affect me? and how?
I feel like although I ignored it a lot, it really got to me and changed me a lot
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Allelse · 36-40, M
My parents always yelled and screamed at each other, so I grew up constantly on the edge of feeling like my world was going to explode. SO GUESS WHAT!!! I grew up to have a problem with doing nothing. When I do nothing, like I'm trying to read a book while I wait for a train, a feeling of panic ushers its way through me. Because at home, peace was seldom lived, at any moment AH YOU FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING AHHHH ARGHHHH!! ARRGGHGHGH FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING!! With slamming doors and shit being thrown around. And I dont think the rape and the sexual, physical and mental abuse helped much either.