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I Miss My Mother Who Is Deceased

Even after four years it's still HARD. A child losing their mother especially daughers is HEARTBREAKING. My world feel apart when my mom was killed and I hated Mother's Day ever since. When I see people with their mothers, I get sad, jealous and hurt. I despise seeing my friends with their mothers and I went as far as shunning them. I hate and I mean HATE seeing daughters especially middle aged daughters with their mothers. I even envy kids visiting their moms or talking to their moms on the phone. I won't grow old and have a mom. I have my aunts and grandma but I prefer mom. I counted on her, I depended on her and now she is gone. I have to grow up fast. Well I'm already grown up. I WANT MY MOMMY!! 馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槩馃槩馃槩馃槩馃槩馃槩馃槧馃槧馃槧馃槧馃槧馃槧馃槧馃槧馃槧 Mom's are special and I DONT HAVE A MOM

I dread Mother's Day.
melissa00151-55, F
I lost my mom when I was 25. I still hate mothers day. I still miss her. And I hate seeing people taking there moms for granted.
SassySpiceSexy26-30, F
@melissa001 So do I. I know mom's can be a pain in the ass but at least they STILL have their moms! I seriously DESPISE Mother's Day! I don't go in social media that day.
MarmeeMarchM
Well I am sorry about your loss but - would your mom approve of the way you feel toward others WITH moms ? - Cause you sound bitter and that is just putting a negative blob on the loss of your loved one. Instead - try talking to your mom in a nice spot where its quiet and reflect on the good memories.
MarmeeMarchM
@SassySpiceSexy Just remember - that you already lost your mom - done - I know it still hurts but trust me in time you will be a little happier hopefully. Now as I was going to say - your friends with moms and other ppl you see with moms will lose their mothers one day - I know its a messed up way of looking at it but everyone will experience that loss. So - yea, IDK - they will experience the pain you have now. And I really hate to even say this but - if it makes you feel better ? IDK -
SassySpiceSexy26-30, F
@MarmeeMarch Yeah but it doesn't make me feel any better. So what you're saying is that I'll be happier that my mom is more longer slide. You seem to be a little insensitive about this. You don't understand the pain I'm going though.
MarmeeMarchM
@SassySpiceSexy I understand, what you are going through. But I dont understand why you feel that way toward others with mothers ? - I know its hurtful but like I said why dont you just let that feeling that you have to the ppl with mothers just slide - and think of the good things and good times ? And dont let this consume you. Its is not going to help you heal.
xixgunM
After a while, you stop remembering it.
SassySpiceSexy26-30, F
@xixgun No I won't!

 
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