I Miss My Mother Who Is Deceased

Even after four years it's still HARD. A child losing their mother especially daughers is HEARTBREAKING. My world feel apart when my mom was killed and I hated Mother's Day ever since. When I see people with their mothers, I get sad, jealous and hurt. I despise seeing my friends with their mothers and I went as far as shunning them. I hate and I mean HATE seeing daughters especially middle aged daughters with their mothers. I even envy kids visiting their moms or talking to their moms on the phone. I won't grow old and have a mom. I have my aunts and grandma but I prefer mom. I counted on her, I depended on her and now she is gone. I have to grow up fast. Well I'm already grown up. I WANT MY MOMMY!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠 Mom's are special and I DONT HAVE A MOM

I dread Mother's Day.