Tonight didn't go as planned

I have not felt good all day but I have been trying to fight my way through it.

I was able to make the chili Mac for lunch/dinner but as the day went by I just wasn't feeling better. I was still getting very dizzy and lightheaded every time I stood up.

As some of you know our daughter struggles with changes in her schedule and I was supposed to make a apple dump cake tonight, her idea. I couldn't let her down so I was going to make this for her no matter what. I did my best to hide the fact that I wasn't feeling good but she noticed.

We are all sitting outside watching the games and she comes over and says I was thinking that it would be okay if we had s'mores tonight instead of the dump cake. I forgot the boys wouldn't be here to try it and I think they would really like it.

Are you sure, I know you were excited I said. I felt horrible. I knew exactly why she did this.

Yeah Dad, I want us all to try it together. I felt so horrible. She was so excited to try this cake and because of me she changed her mind. She shouldn't have to do this because I don't feel good. Way to go me.

So we decided we'd have s'mores during halftime.

I don't remember much after that. I sat next to Joel and I guess I feel asleep. I missed the royals game, I missed the Chief's game and I missed s'mores. I slept through the whole evening.

I really hate letting my family down like this.

Now everyone is asleep and I'm awake, I feel like crap. And I know I won't be able to sleep at all.