He apologized but didn't need to

So yesterday after the kids were in bed Joel and I were having our cigars and he told me he was sorry about the morning. He said it was unfair of him to put all that on me. He knows how I am and that I'm not going to charge. So he said he was just going have to do it. He was just going to have to take care of me and though trail and error we'll figure out what might he calm my tics and outbursts down while we're out.

It's strange to me. No one was taken care of me, helped me like he does or even cared enough to try.

I told him he had no reason to be sorry and it was my fault

He cuts me off and say he need to work on that to. Not everything is my fault and I can't fix everything.

I laughed a little and said that will take a very long time

That's fine, I got time.

Holly crap I don't deserve this man