Well she did it

Last night around 3 am I hear my name. It takes me a minute to figure out what is going on. I look up and see Star standing in the doorway. I careful get out of bed so I don't wake Joel he was to get up in a few hours for work. We go in the living room and Star starts carrying. She tells me she took the pills and she is so sorry. She didn't know that I was taking them not that that matters.

I asked her why

The poor girl lost it. I pulled her close as she cried it out. She finally calms down

I'm scared, I don't want to move, I don't want to go to this school. I want to stay her and go to a local college but dad won't listen to me. He says I have to go or he'll stop paying for it I'm freaking out. I can't sleep, I can't eat. I'm so scared.

Here comes the tears again. She shaking and my pretty sure she close to a panic attack. Again I just wait until she calms down.

Can you talk to him.

My buddy is a good man. He's always kind and helps everyone. But he isn't easy to talk too when it comes to things like this. I knew he's putting her under at lot of pressure to go to that school. He went there. He wants her to go.

I tell her yes I'd talk to but only with her.

It's not the answer she was hoping for but she is ok with it. We sit there for a while and talk some more so I can really understand what she's going through. She finally gets up to leave.

I even let her keep the pills. I sit on the couch and wait because Joel will be up for work soon.

Ugh