Did you ever cut off a TOXIC. Parent?
Completely?
My mother has been the single most toxic abhorrent thing in my life since I was one year old. The degrading abuse began in toddler years and went every day of my life there on…bullying me, mocking, threats and occasional physical assault. I have PTSD as an adult from decades of psychological torture.
Unfortunately I am living with her now and she’s still as obnoxious, demonic and EXPLOSIVE as ever. She just threw something near me because I simply asked her a question ….that makes me so anxious as you think she’s holding something that could really hurt you.
Years ago she said with a pan in her hand, up in the air, *If you don’t get out I don’t know what I’ll do with this*. It made me ON EDGE. All the time after that. I am trying to find work but with chronic PTSD it’s very hard. I need to cut her from my life for good. It’s awful being even in the same room… she’s vile, manipulative, rageful and plain EVIL. She once told my sister who is very ill with severe degenerative diseases and she said she wanted to die, *You don’t have the guts to kill yourself* 🙁Have you ever cut off a parent completely , and how did it feel or go?
My mother has been the single most toxic abhorrent thing in my life since I was one year old. The degrading abuse began in toddler years and went every day of my life there on…bullying me, mocking, threats and occasional physical assault. I have PTSD as an adult from decades of psychological torture.
Unfortunately I am living with her now and she’s still as obnoxious, demonic and EXPLOSIVE as ever. She just threw something near me because I simply asked her a question ….that makes me so anxious as you think she’s holding something that could really hurt you.
Years ago she said with a pan in her hand, up in the air, *If you don’t get out I don’t know what I’ll do with this*. It made me ON EDGE. All the time after that. I am trying to find work but with chronic PTSD it’s very hard. I need to cut her from my life for good. It’s awful being even in the same room… she’s vile, manipulative, rageful and plain EVIL. She once told my sister who is very ill with severe degenerative diseases and she said she wanted to die, *You don’t have the guts to kill yourself* 🙁Have you ever cut off a parent completely , and how did it feel or go?
