cigarettes as a laxative??

well, how nice, now tell us about your MENTAL health. lolol

Sounds like you've been lucky...

Probably?

Definitely

Well, obviously you can't be healthy and smoke. You can feel healthy and even look healthy but you're not. You are damaging your lungs and there's no two ways about that. You may look healthy but you won't smell healthy and your taste buds will equally be affected. You can also end up with a host of other smoking related deficiencies and afflictions and that's before you even get to the serious stuff. I was a smoker for a long time and I'm still a vaper. I don't judge, I was just always honest about it. It's not good in any way. I accepted that I was killing myself.

It sounds like u work hard to stay lean, but healthy. I'm sure u look and feel great! That's a really great weight and size. How tall are u?Aside from the binge drinking on the weekends and smoking of course. U probably do have an eating disorder of some kind.
We all have bad habits, so don't beat urself up over a few vices. Just do what works for u and makes u happy.

No way are you healthy on the inside if you're smoking and that can't be having a laxative effect, it must be connected to eating, drinking or moving instead.

I would describe my thoughts on this topic as 'numerous and unhelpful'.