@SpectralMourning thank you , i try anyways because so many people may be reading it..

@moonpeace81 me I just like to write like 5 or 6 lines and add a space. I write another 5 or 6 lines and add another space. I guess it just makes it a little easier on everyone. But with your post it sounds like u had a rough childhood for sure.

I grew up with parent's that didn't want me. I can remember a time or two when my mom told me she wish she had swallowed me then let my father nut in her. I just found out I am pregnant and I want my child to have love not a bad childhood.

@lilylovesgaming1986 its easy on the eyes , oh im sorry about your mom and im glad you are here showing your kids love.. thats exactly what im trying to do despite my life

@MyNameIsHurl thank you very much im trying, i appreciate your words to continue moving foward and working on my issues

@Gusman trying... lol thank you really

@SpectralMourning Thank you