Stupid drama

I tried to reach out to my aunts because I thought my dad could use extra support today with all that's going on. I misinterpreted my aunt's replies and thought she was angry and judging my family so I told her we didn't need that right now. She ended up being really offended and making an angry retort.

I realized I was in the wrong and apologized practically immediately, saying I was just very sensitive during this messed up emotional time w losing my mom and so misinterpreted her messages. She never responded.

I feel hated right now and like I ruined a support for myself. I know that is not necessarily reality but it's how I feel currently.