It’s really annoying how no one understands he was never my father.

Dealing with relatives during the funeral has been extra annoying especially since he’s gonna be there and try and cause some shit. Everyone keeps saying “well he’s still your father” as if they have any idea. That pos was never my father, fathers care for their kids, they don’t abuse them and drive them to attempt suicide. He’s a miserable pos who took his anger and misery out on me, we just happened to live in the same house for many years. I honestly hope I am somehow adopted because then it wouldn’t mean I was created by two evil monsters.