I hate that I hate you, when all I really want to do is love you.

When hating someone feels like it's destroying you...it drains you...yet how do you protect yourself when all these time, the people who truly knows how to comfort you are not by your side...

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4meAndyou · F

I never protected myself. I moved through my life in pain, wounded. I loved and hated some of the people in my life at the same time. The incredible relief when it finally stopped...I can't even describe it. It was like floating away.

Casheyane · 31-35, F

@4meAndyou Did you end up finding it? Someone here once said to me that we could be our own protector. We could be warriors. I became one. Maybe you could be too.

But as for happiness...it feels like chasing clouds sometimes.

4meAndyou · F

@Casheyane Happiness...true joy...is like a butterfly that lights on your hand, giving you one awesome and breathtaking moment...and then it flies away.