I hate that I hate you, when all I really want to do is love you.

When hating someone feels like it's destroying you...it drains you...yet how do you protect yourself when all these time, the people who truly knows how to comfort you are not by your side...

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4meAndyou · F

I never protected myself. I moved through my life in pain, wounded. I loved and hated some of the people in my life at the same time. The incredible relief when it finally stopped...I can't even describe it. It was like floating away.

Casheyane · F

@4meAndyou Did you end up finding it? Someone here once said to me that we could be our own protector. We could be warriors. I became one. Maybe you could be too.

But as for happiness...it feels like chasing clouds sometimes.

4meAndyou · F

@Casheyane Happiness...true joy...is like a butterfly that lights on your hand, giving you one awesome and breathtaking moment...and then it flies away.

MoonlightLullaby · 41-45, F

I'm fortunate to have caring souls to comfort me when I need it most. However, when it comes to bitterness, I've found those resolutions call for soul work; deep introspection. I need to do that based from my emotions without absorbing the emotions of others.💜

TexChik · F

Hate always hurts and destroys. Stay away from it.

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Casheyane · F

@Iwillwait Family expectations is all :)

Iwillwait · M

@Casheyane like what? What is he not doing?

Casheyane · F

@Iwillwait You know that feeling when you're a team with some others and each of you is supposed to contribute, but there is that one guy who doesn't care enough so in the end, you're carrying loads more than it should be and they just let themselves be carried by you? It's like that.

Now imagine it applies to all aspects. Physical, emotional, etc.
It gets draining and you end up wanting to push the person in the pool.

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