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Yep, been there. Self harm has been a life theme for me.
@UBotMate I keep carrying this weight of hurt around and it's getting too heavy to keep carrying ...time to put it down
@catastrophecarnival Medication has detached me from feelings, but that took some time and a fair bit of medication adjustment. I am still acutely aware of the abyss though. The medication just built a platform over it so I'm separated from it. I will be on medication for life. I don't do well without it. I hope that you can fill your own abyss so that your feelings only go so deep, to healthy levels ❤
@UBotMate I used to feel the only way to heal was to detach and forced indifference..
But it doesn't work ...and it's exhausting because it's not who I really am ...so I'm just not going to do that anymore
But it doesn't work ...and it's exhausting because it's not who I really am ...so I'm just not going to do that anymore