Weird dream last night! (but what’s new, right?)
I was riding a horse across a seemingly endless plain covered in short yellow green grass. Behind me I had a donkey loaded with spears, a sword and shield, bow and arrows, a mace and other weapons, and also a small tent. I was carrying a lance held vertically with a triangular banner flying from its tip.
In the distance was a large hill with a structure on top, partly made like an old castle with carved granite blocks, partly a dilapidated wooden structure, and partly cobbled together airliner parts with parachute material covering places all over. I decided I would make myself the leader of the people that lived there.
I rode up, expecting resistance and armed accordingly. Small groups of people would run at me, but as I drew weapons they would become children, and I would decide I couldn’t hurt the children. They would then run away and become adults again. After several “attacks” like this, they all packed up and left the hill in a large column, leaving me alone in my castle.
I woke up feeling very lonely and disconcerted. It’s been an anxiety ridden morning since then, and that was 3am…5 hours ago 🫤
In the distance was a large hill with a structure on top, partly made like an old castle with carved granite blocks, partly a dilapidated wooden structure, and partly cobbled together airliner parts with parachute material covering places all over. I decided I would make myself the leader of the people that lived there.
I rode up, expecting resistance and armed accordingly. Small groups of people would run at me, but as I drew weapons they would become children, and I would decide I couldn’t hurt the children. They would then run away and become adults again. After several “attacks” like this, they all packed up and left the hill in a large column, leaving me alone in my castle.
I woke up feeling very lonely and disconcerted. It’s been an anxiety ridden morning since then, and that was 3am…5 hours ago 🫤
