What do you think about dreams?
How do you feel about dreams, and do you try to interpret them?
I see them as troubleshooting and problem solving in a control setting. Practicing how to deal with issues.
I had a weird dream, in which two ex girlfriends had a role in...it woke me up sometime around 3:30 am
What made this dream bizarre was it involved two former girlfriends.
Each relationship ended poorly, for me and them.
So, in my dream
I was in some sort of underground apartment (I assume that was where I lived) when this young woman came knocking
I answer the door, and I follow her out
I remember she got a call on her cell phone, got frazzled by it...turned around and started to leave up a flight of stairs.
Right beyond her, I saw an ex girlfriend (she was the one on the phone with this young woman whom I did not know)
Angered by my ex (I had an on again off again relationship that lasted almost ten years...mostly off)
I follow up the stairs to confront her
Out of my anger, I start to float in the air. She panics that I am hovering and turns to leave in a hurry. As she does this, I literally zoom up much higher which she responds by sprinting away. I think to myself, if I really wanted to catch her, I could quickly fly down and intercept her...but, she's not worth my effort. She is a terrible human being (the only reason why I ever put up with her shenanigans was that she was very attractive).
I, instead split off and fly out towards the manhattan skyline.
It got really dark and windy.
I found myself flying in wind, with flags getting in my way...I was getting entangled by them...I'd undo myself and continue...only to find it unconducive to continue flying.
So I ground, and find myself on a playing field holding football equipment (in my younger life I was a footballer). I'm walking around the field with teammates, and there are children with their parents admiring us. My teammates and I walk down to the locker rooms when an announcement comes on to the intercom...
I hear another ex's name announced...it was inaudible, plus another language like Vietnamese sprinkled into the announcement.
(Now these two exes kind of teamed up against me right before things fully broke off between any of us...I felt ex number intentionally thwarted any possibility of me getting back together with ex number two).
I broke contact off with ex number two after helping her with hurricane sandy. I really believe, even to this day, that I would have been really good with her (she had admitted to me that she's on the spectrum and I'm a patient and understanding guy...which would work for her). Unfortunately the timing for me to be with her was terrible. I was in the midst of witnessing my mother slowly die of cancer. I never shared that with her, instead, she interpreted my behavior as something that she did not want in her life...and I can't blame her. Either way, I help her cope with her house flood and then went on my way...I felt karmically, I did what I need to do.
Twice she randomly reached out to bash me after that point, and neither time did I engage conflict.
Back to my dream
So, I hear this announcement and I can't decipher what is being said other than its about her.
There is an announcement moderator interpreting announcements.
I ask him what was announced?
He replied, it's Kathryn, she lost her father.
There is a part of me that wants to reach out to her and check in...but it's best if I don't.
Plus, I don't know if I can even find the right contact for her...I haven't interacted with her in ten years.
We all have our issues to sort out
I see them as troubleshooting and problem solving in a control setting. Practicing how to deal with issues.
I had a weird dream, in which two ex girlfriends had a role in...it woke me up sometime around 3:30 am
What made this dream bizarre was it involved two former girlfriends.
Each relationship ended poorly, for me and them.
So, in my dream
I was in some sort of underground apartment (I assume that was where I lived) when this young woman came knocking
I answer the door, and I follow her out
I remember she got a call on her cell phone, got frazzled by it...turned around and started to leave up a flight of stairs.
Right beyond her, I saw an ex girlfriend (she was the one on the phone with this young woman whom I did not know)
Angered by my ex (I had an on again off again relationship that lasted almost ten years...mostly off)
I follow up the stairs to confront her
Out of my anger, I start to float in the air. She panics that I am hovering and turns to leave in a hurry. As she does this, I literally zoom up much higher which she responds by sprinting away. I think to myself, if I really wanted to catch her, I could quickly fly down and intercept her...but, she's not worth my effort. She is a terrible human being (the only reason why I ever put up with her shenanigans was that she was very attractive).
I, instead split off and fly out towards the manhattan skyline.
It got really dark and windy.
I found myself flying in wind, with flags getting in my way...I was getting entangled by them...I'd undo myself and continue...only to find it unconducive to continue flying.
So I ground, and find myself on a playing field holding football equipment (in my younger life I was a footballer). I'm walking around the field with teammates, and there are children with their parents admiring us. My teammates and I walk down to the locker rooms when an announcement comes on to the intercom...
I hear another ex's name announced...it was inaudible, plus another language like Vietnamese sprinkled into the announcement.
(Now these two exes kind of teamed up against me right before things fully broke off between any of us...I felt ex number intentionally thwarted any possibility of me getting back together with ex number two).
I broke contact off with ex number two after helping her with hurricane sandy. I really believe, even to this day, that I would have been really good with her (she had admitted to me that she's on the spectrum and I'm a patient and understanding guy...which would work for her). Unfortunately the timing for me to be with her was terrible. I was in the midst of witnessing my mother slowly die of cancer. I never shared that with her, instead, she interpreted my behavior as something that she did not want in her life...and I can't blame her. Either way, I help her cope with her house flood and then went on my way...I felt karmically, I did what I need to do.
Twice she randomly reached out to bash me after that point, and neither time did I engage conflict.
Back to my dream
So, I hear this announcement and I can't decipher what is being said other than its about her.
There is an announcement moderator interpreting announcements.
I ask him what was announced?
He replied, it's Kathryn, she lost her father.
There is a part of me that wants to reach out to her and check in...but it's best if I don't.
Plus, I don't know if I can even find the right contact for her...I haven't interacted with her in ten years.
We all have our issues to sort out
