When even the best you have as a mother and a role model is twisted and inhumane,

You can't turn out okay.
My actual mother was a monster. And they all sat like a committee to destroy and rip apart a child that never asked to be born.
It wasn't my fault I was intelligent and full of love and had integrity. I just wasn't like them at all.
And I was forced to grow up in what would be a horror movie to most people. I guess .