my first relation was with my mammo that time I was only 14 no idea about relation or bonding emotionally so soon that turn in to sexual and soon became wildly sexual as he started shared me with his mates also , I never feel really bad about that as I was truly enjoying my that wild days , although latter on I came to know by myself that how bad really they were treated me or what they exactly feel for me , I was first started feel opposite by my thinking at my 16th birthday when they never listen to me what they promise for , first ever in my mind I feel that despite I gave them my everything they really not in mood to fulfill my one promise , so from that day I started opposed them which I never did before and try to find my way for me but as the situation was not really good for me so i had to wait more than a year after I find my way I just get out of that relation
