How does loneliness make you feel?

I live with my mom since she is old now and needs help around the house but besides her i have nobody and honestly i don't think i want to keep going once she is gone. This world is so dark and a lot of people are just to aggressive for my taste. I am not talking about violent criminals or murderers just the every day interactions with people feel so unfriendly. I think this world might be lost.

I'm always tired, but I can't sleep. I'm starting to develop a poor appetite too. I cry a lot to myself, especially at night.

I have a lot of hopelessness

You can be lonely and still live with people

It makes me feel tired and emotional

All of us experience loneliness?
For me, that sweeping conclusion does not compute.

Nervous

Well, not good

It's empowering

Anxious, empty, panicky, all the above?

Like I’m slowly suffocating to death.

Used to it