Growing up

One moment I’m laying in a canopy bed surrounded by unicorn and rainbow wallpaper, wondering what middle school was going to be like, to then suddenly laying in bed with a man who snores and tugs all the blankets, wondering if ill be able to pay rent and buy new clothes this month…*looks out into the darkness of the bedroom beyond my cellphone light* *sigh* …Doesn’t seem like life is gonna be slowing down either. Smh. I gotta figure out something good. Something that really makes me feel like myself and yet is also satisfactory… ah but yes, gratitude. I am grateful for this opportunity of figuring “it all out”. Namaste.