i often wonder what if my hopes never become a reality

my only hope is to find a partner, a girlfriend now....but i'm now in my late 40s and ain't getting any younger....i had mental health problems and other misfortunes in my life, which is the reason i never found relationship.

but my hopes are not guarenteed and certainly i'm not owed a relationship because the world owes me nothing...so what if i'm destined to be alone forever until i pass on, never finding love and die a bitter lonely sad old donkey.

it could be a possibility, afterall, what do i have to offer except an honest good heart?

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AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F Best Comment

There is no destiny because you are in control. If you want a mate then find one! if you want to be alone then do that! you control what happens in your life. As the saying goes there's someone for everyone. You just haven't met your person yet. I've worked years with people with mental and physical disabilities and conditions from schizophrenia to downes syndrome and several of them have jobs, and mates and are living happy. So they are my motivation if someone has the mentality of a 9 year old, he has a girlfriend and a job at a restaurant that he's been at for 17 years now, there's absolutely zero excuse for anyone else to say that they can't have the same. There's one guy with downes working at Popeyes chicken restaurant, he drives a pickup truck that he bought with his hard earned money and I have people crying to me about what they can't do 🙄 one thing that my line of work has taught me is that anyone is capable of anything!