Lost and feeling abandoned
To be honest when I joined I wasn't sure what my purpose of was for this account .. I'm also not very sure how confident I can be in expressing that I know I need help . Asking for help has always been a sign of weakness to me I've always believed that if I couldn't cut it on my own mentally I have no purpose in this life, that I've lost the game of chess as I call it .. Im alone and I feel myself walking deeper and deeper into the dark. I'm afraid that I have no way back. I don't understand where and when in life I went wrong with my decisions in life