Lost and feeling abandoned

To be honest when I joined I wasn't sure what my purpose of was for this account .. I'm also not very sure how confident I can be in expressing that I know I need help . Asking for help has always been a sign of weakness to me I've always believed that if I couldn't cut it on my own mentally I have no purpose in this life, that I've lost the game of chess as I call it .. Im alone and I feel myself walking deeper and deeper into the dark. I'm afraid that I have no way back. I don't understand where and when in life I went wrong with my decisions in life

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PoetryNEmotion · F

You need to get some help. Not here. Oh, you can make friends here. A professional would help you best. Have your family doctor recommend you one. At your age, you can likely afford help or your work can refer you. There are employee support groups and counsellors. You have purpose because you are alive and breathing. You may be stuck in the past and cannot see past your nose. Best of luck.