I honestly don't know if I am up to another "bus episode" on the same route after the last intrusion.

@BlueVeins Yeah, but I am. Honestly, I am. I feel like I made a commitment to you and I am working on improving. That's why I didn't say I'm not taking the bus. That's why I'm hoping to get some advice. I mean, okay... I will take the bus. I don't really have another choice anyway. I just don't like it. It's just that I don't think this really is a social anxiety thing. I'm just not really a bus person, I guess you could say.