Unscripted
Surprisingly,
I’m not good at small talk—
and yet,
people seem to insist
on trapping me inside it,
like a net thrown without warning.
There’s no easy way out.
They approach
with no planning,
no introduction,
no chance to prepare—
just this expectation
that I’ll flick a switch
and "turn on."
When I don’t,
they almost always ask:
“What’s wrong?”
That question—
so automatic,
so unaware—
annoys me.
And I never know what to say.
Which only makes
the moment
more awkward.
But no,
this isn’t fear.
It isn’t anxiety.
It’s just that
I don’t do
well
with the unscripted.
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Surprisingly,
I’m not good at small talk—
and yet,
people seem to insist
on trapping me inside it,
like a net thrown without warning.
There’s no easy way out.
They approach
with no planning,
no introduction,
no chance to prepare—
just this expectation
that I’ll flick a switch
and "turn on."
When I don’t,
they almost always ask:
“What’s wrong?”
That question—
so automatic,
so unaware—
annoys me.
And I never know what to say.
Which only makes
the moment
more awkward.
But no,
this isn’t fear.
It isn’t anxiety.
It’s just that
I don’t do
well
with the unscripted.
[b][b]ChatGPT[/b][/b]
Kuronekko · 41-45, F
Its a neurotypical world out there. They like you to ask questions, despite the answers being apparent and obvious.