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Surprisingly, I am not good at small talk and yet people seem to insist on trapping me into it and there is no easy way out of it.

People seem to want to engage me in small talk and without much planning, introduction, or giving me time to prepare they seem to expect me to just "turn on." When I don't, they almost always say... "What's wrong?" I find that annoying and I never know what to say as an answer which only makes the conversation even more awkward.

I don't think this is social anxiety or anything like that.
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Unscripted

Surprisingly,
I’m not good at small talk—
and yet,
people seem to insist
on trapping me inside it,
like a net thrown without warning.

There’s no easy way out.

They approach
with no planning,
no introduction,
no chance to prepare—
just this expectation
that I’ll flick a switch
and "turn on."

When I don’t,
they almost always ask:
“What’s wrong?”

That question—
so automatic,
so unaware—
annoys me.
And I never know what to say.

Which only makes
the moment
more awkward.

But no,
this isn’t fear.
It isn’t anxiety.

It’s just that
I don’t do
well
with the unscripted.

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Kuronekko · 41-45, F
Its a neurotypical world out there. They like you to ask questions, despite the answers being apparent and obvious.

 
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