I think I realised I'm afraid to hurt people (it's that time of night 😅)

Makes it hard to take a leap in loving someone when you've hurt people you cared about in the past, even when you didn't want to or mean to.

You feel the weight of that responsibility, and it makes you think twice. Maybe I shouldn't? But I still think about people I know cared about me, and I don't want to repeat that.