Last week , I joined the gym

I have to mentally prepare myself every time I go , but I do like the gym. I motivate myself by treating myself to coffee from my local coffee shop. I joined mainly to use the pool. I can now swim the whole pool and back without stopping. On my front and back. Im not an very good swimmer that is why I get worried about swimming at the gym. The water isnt deep but I get worried because Im worried about getting bullied. I hope I never do get any problems , I just worry as Im not very good at swimming. I swim in the family side of the pool for that reason , instead of the lane part. I cant swim breaststroke yet but I will get there. Im still adjusting to going to the gym , It took me two months before I felt ready to go.