If you had read my post from 7 months ago

The boyfriend who committed suicide will always be there ( not even by suicide, just a natural death)
It's how you let go of it ?
It can be anger anger anger at the start and one day a blast of acceptance will come to you and then (letting go) you can love them in spirit and not psychically. Psychically is the painful part of it ,but once you get one glimpse of the freedom , you aim for that .
I heard a quote and I thought I should share it with you " It's only when I came out of my depression and saw reality I realized how only depressed I was "
That's a powerful quote I thought .
You said it's foreign right .
Can I fill you on this practically a lot of people feel peace foreign cause they never have it .
You only get glimpse of that too .
That's what keeps you going .
People be on about the inner child with the adult .
Buddhism talks about the mantra .
Christianity talks the holy Spirit and so on to get peace .
A friend of mine on this site told me another great quote about peace happiness God.
All of that stuff if your having troubles believing in a power greater than you to get peace .
Here's the quote" All rivers lead to the ocean "
You have to find your river and belief to maintain the freedom you peeked .

You may be free physically but not mentally. There must be a purpose for such posts. If you would like to invite fresh love into your life, just forget your past and start afresh as if you are new to the world. You write which is your expression, but you leave an impression on those who read it. Have you ever considered why people would want to know all that happened in your life. Will anyone want to befriend someone who has so much of negativity ?

You can go a long way and make many friends, if you start involving into other's life, rather than involving them into your life.

@Lifeinpieces 😟sorry that must of been a very traumatic experience for you with your boyfriend and hard too recover from too

What do you mean by saying, "done by the aliens"?