Don’t bother with Xmas do find it boring. Not the same when I was a kid. Just treat is as a normal day. Since there is to much hype for it now.Drives me nuts when hearing dumb and boring Xmas songs etc.
Then please realize you are the one denying yourself from a great stage of life. You're the negative one to drive yourself nuts. You see others happy and that rubs you the wrong way.
I dont hate it but i dont bother with it either.. my cousins think im just stingy and dont wanna buy them presents but i actually quit for religious reasons 😬😳 i like the songs tho, sing em all year 😅