How embarrassing is this?

iI've never received a Valentine's present in my life. I used to date guys when I was still normal and my longest relationship lasted for two years but in those two years we were together he never bought me a Valentine's present infact he never showed up when it was valentines, he'd come the next day with a lame excuse and both times I let him get away with it. I don't know maybe I'm ugly 😂😂