I see you have found that nothing in this world can satisfy, and that's because you have not looked in the one place that can save you, and that is UP, to Jesus. You don't have to try so hard anymore. Jesus will give you everything you need and it is he that will transform your life, not you, by his Holy Spirit.
Nothing can substitute for his love and he will never abandon you. That's his promise and he always keeps a promise. He says come to me and I will help you. But he won't come if he's not wanted. Go to him like I did and he will save your soul and your whole life. He's done it for thousands and he will do it for you. Jesus is the key to the puzzle of life. Nothing else fits. You can have all the wealth and girls and money and cars and a fancy house all you want but nothing, none of those satisfied like Jesus because they are temporary. They cannot satisfy the hungry soul that needs and wants to fellowship with Jesus.
I know because I have followed him for 52 years and he has never let me down and he will never let you down. He wants to help you. But that's up to you. No one will ever love and care for you like Jesus. He loves you and accepts you just as you are right now. Come to him and find love and peace that passes all understanding, that only he can give. He will not abandon you like others. He will never leave you. He's just a prayer away. He's waiting for you so he can help you and guide you through life. Jesus is the answer you're searching for.
