Was it really embarassing of me?

Back in 2014 when i was in 9th grade, i used to stay back after school hours for tabla classes. But there some 6th grade boys used to mess with me. One day one of those 6th grade boy was shouting at me calling me lazy and idiot just because i forgot to bring tabla. He also asked tabla teacher to kick me out of the class. Thats when i got angry and shoved him. But he also came to hit me. I caught both his hands and tried to wrestle him down but he was giving a tough fight too which was making it hard for me to wrestle him down. Then teacher stopped us. Then another 6th grade boy entered the class and got to know i fought with his friend so even he came to hit me but i caught his both hands and tried to wrestle him down too but then he kicked my leg and said me you don't to fight also, if i give u my karate shot u won't be able to move. Then tabla teacher stopped us and scolded us both. It was very embarassing being a 9th grader to get defeated and outsmarted by 6th graders.