Do you work better under pressure?

@Arorin I understand but I like it like that

@SW-User I'm too the point I cant move the entire right side of my body without being in great pain from stess.

@Arorin wow!! Why is that? Are you ok

@SW-User I got hurt in the military and stress isnt allowing me to heal. I'm in constant pain but it wont kill me I just have to suffer through so i dont know how to answer if I'm okay. My idea of being okay means I'm not in any threat of dying.

@Arorin oh I see

@SW-User I'm starting a new life and hope to heal we will see.

@Arorin I really wish you well..you have been brave n still quite strong. I am sure you can do it, you have my moral support 😊

@SW-User thank you! My point is stress is bad so dont seek it out all the time! 😊

@Arorin my mind doesn't work untill there is less time left.. like I have been so lazy today n now that I have to travel on Thursday I have so much to do.. plus I have 3 case studies to submit at work by next month and then exam preparation n m simply procastnating, at times I hate myself 😏

@SW-User just limit it lol!

@Arorin limit my hatred I deserve my hatred n punishment for underperforming n not meeting my own standards

You are human and imperfect you deserve to love on yourself.

@Arorin I am alone n i can't make mistakes there is no one to help or do anythung for me tho I understand what you saying

@SW-User you can make mistakes. Where one door closes another always opens. I have faith in you to be alright.

@Arorin I have always taken care of myself n m quite strong willed but I don't like to disappoint myself. Therefore, I am a bit strict on me. Love? I buy what Iike so yea I pamper myself on n off

Having discipline and being strict is good most times but also to really pamper yourself follow that discipline with a positive inner voice. Positivity is key to everything!

@Arorin I try to be smiling through my rough patch so that I may feel less pain but positivity doesn't work always

@SW-User yeah it doesn't always protect against bad stuff and the brain but I think it helps overall even if the effect is too small to notice.

@Arorin I can totally relate to that. For me the health issues with stress seem to be magnified.