@TheeOriginalEXLover It started with other people. I never had a care in the world until I realized people were laughing at me, in a very critical way. as a result i developed almost a fear of being embarrassed, i know no one likes it but i truly feel i had a fear of it. The more i overthought not being awkward the more awkward i became. I was at the point where i didn't speak to people because people would find something about my sentence that was lame or stupid. Needless to say im so glad high school is over. i have since gotten over that, but i still hate to be embarrassed and its not fun or funny for me.
