This might come off as edgy and cringe

But at this point in my life, it feels like God hates me for being alive. I am constantly going through bs in my life money-wise. I wish I could never wake up. I'm exhausted with life and done. I'm 34 but I feel like I've had enough of life I've already lived 34 years and I'm done. I don't mean to sound edgy I'm just over it.

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ViciDraco · 41-45, M

I am not a believer, so beyond the god part I feel you. I tend to blame that feeling on society though. Everyone wants as much money as they can get and there is never a number that is enough - which means there is never enough period. They've got huge data sets compiled to tell them just how much they can extract from people for every little necessity so they can make sure nothing is left at the end of the day. Worse they even now expect some necessities to be paid on credit so they leave people with negative money. The system has been overoptimized to drain as many people as possible completely dry.

Hope you can catch a break, but you definitely aren't alone in these feelings.