A mental case

OMG going through posts that go back ONLY a few years is incredibly embarrassing. Why am such an idiot? I sound ridiculous!!! ..and I wonder if I will see the current me as such, in a few years.. Idk, but this is very worrying. I'd like to describe this as me being work in progress, but I really don't feel it is the case lol I am just a mental case lol