participating in trend; ( so saw tht the word trending now on sw at second is broke) #1 so here's my essay for today, life of a broke student
still six hours to go before midnight in us time but here in my favorite place/ country it's already august first \
good or bad, I was never part of a gossiping groups/ gangs, thy say it has some benefits but I'm just okay after talking for hours with my grandparents\ in short I'm the odds one out
/Here
/ I really can't lead, I'm always the one being controlled, as thy say , so obedient I'm but it made me do wrongs too then it's only me who's responsible so I decided I should atleast carefully choose who can control me , so close, I believe, they're so precious to me, who were always with me , rest I try to not mind those though I hear everything, just ignore noises
\useless dreams , tht hurt ths heart, so many people here around me , I can't go well with them , problems n manners but they abuse their power, poor, so silent n can't be rude ever , seniors so thy can rag me, I can only respect and obey, thy can throw it phone to water but still I shouldn't complain, can't explain, there's limit to tolerance but I've no way to go away from here either, can only suffer, thy can do anything, thr right, it's lik veins wth one way valves , may be , ths pain makes me write in notes, tore down thn lik big loss n felt sad, when will they stop ? If I don't fear , can I conquer but how to not fear , in every situation whn majority is agnst you fear just it shouldn't be m end , n it's not fictional so there's no savior in struggle fir existence, it's real, only you can save yourself, try to be strong, thr was a quote s as thy say He helps ths who help themselves s yes can't give up on myself also ps SS never suicidal, jst not quite ready to face such new challngs in lyf,ll still young in th crowd
good or bad, I was never part of a gossiping groups/ gangs, thy say it has some benefits but I'm just okay after talking for hours with my grandparents\ in short I'm the odds one out
/Here
/ I really can't lead, I'm always the one being controlled, as thy say , so obedient I'm but it made me do wrongs too then it's only me who's responsible so I decided I should atleast carefully choose who can control me , so close, I believe, they're so precious to me, who were always with me , rest I try to not mind those though I hear everything, just ignore noises
\useless dreams , tht hurt ths heart, so many people here around me , I can't go well with them , problems n manners but they abuse their power, poor, so silent n can't be rude ever , seniors so thy can rag me, I can only respect and obey, thy can throw it phone to water but still I shouldn't complain, can't explain, there's limit to tolerance but I've no way to go away from here either, can only suffer, thy can do anything, thr right, it's lik veins wth one way valves , may be , ths pain makes me write in notes, tore down thn lik big loss n felt sad, when will they stop ? If I don't fear , can I conquer but how to not fear , in every situation whn majority is agnst you fear just it shouldn't be m end , n it's not fictional so there's no savior in struggle fir existence, it's real, only you can save yourself, try to be strong, thr was a quote s as thy say He helps ths who help themselves s yes can't give up on myself also ps SS never suicidal, jst not quite ready to face such new challngs in lyf,ll still young in th crowd
