So was just diagnosed with a tumor in my throat

Idk what to do. Life just became worse for me. I started having throat problems about 2 months ago and ended up losing my voice several times. I finally got checked and was diagnosed with a tumor in my larynx. Idk where to even start. Do I just give up? Idk. have been crying all day but I guess there is no use in shedding anymore tears. so much for working on an album this year. I honestly thought this was gonna be my year. God I feel so stupid for trying to be positive and telling myself that things were somehow gonna magically get better.