I'm so sorry to hear that

@Godslayer: it could have been just my perception

I'm sorry

thank you..I guess I'm in a stage of loss that has past the big hit..it draws itself out I'm seeing..

@cruzenleticia: unfortunately, it comes out years later at times.. grief is a funny thing...it is triggered by memories.

@Raffie: like about now yeh

it was hard for me because mom and I had issues..plus the fact she keeled over on my watch..
just do whatever you do to get ypurself thru things..my biggest problem during my ordeal was taking time to care for myself..

I return that x 100 and sending you back everything associated with it..by the authority I have over such types.....xx