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I Get Sick Easily And Hate It

Throughout my depression years, I prayed hard to die at the age of my favourite number 22. I'm now 21 to be honest and am a happy person most of the time cause I've been through the depressions.

But sadly my body is somehow getting worse, my immune system, my liver and my kidneys somehow sucks due to the quantity of medicines I have took, sometimes my heart aches physically too. I get sick so much easier than my family and friends like at least twice a month, and it usually happens on the weekends having fever after my 5days work. The most irritating part is that I have to cancel all my plans and funs when I am sick. It feels like I have not much time to fulfil my dreams although I believe they are achievable. Today I'm sick again I feel like my time is once again wasted:(

In fact I'm not afraid to die yet I don't want to die young with no glory. I don't know if I have any tumours or cancer as I never have had a comprehensive body check... Of course I don't want it and don't want to know if it does because I know I would be depressed and cut all my motivation, so yeah.

Wow this is my longest and most serious post on here so far. All I want to say is don't end your life so easily, our life are all worth so much more than we thought, at least to ourself. We deserve to live longer to experience the goodness of this world. Hmm pretty much all what I want to say, it would be great if someone could pray for me haha thank you for reading and caring this stranger :)
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DarthMalia · 26-30, F
SsmoothieS- sometimes overreacting is good lol
TheStomachSadist · 26-30, M
Wow you're pretty tough. And you've got the right attitude and idea. Life is worth living and the future may hold something special for you that you never though of. Just hang in there one day at a time and just keep living. Before you know it you'll be mid 20's and then 30 and all this will be behind you😊

I'll certainly pray for you and for your all around better health. You have a lovely disposition. Hang on to that👍🏼
TanMiaoMiao · 31-35, F
😺i m the same too, i have alot health problems including heart ,operation at age of 1, doctors told me not to do strenuous exercise, they say i might get heart attack anytime, alot of nonsense. If only they know what i m doing right now. hahahaha!
DarthMalia · 26-30, F
im so sorry for what your going through
tiptop9 · 22-25, M
Girl relax you are perfectly fine
Madelenie · 26-30, F
Haha maybe I just overreacted
Madelenie · 26-30, F
@Ultimategodess like overreacting of those people who got wedged by you?lol
Calmsoul · 31-35, M
you must be a real bad ass to face all that and come out strong ... you will survive rest of your life too !! people like you can be a great inspiration for someone going through that same phase :)

 
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