I am so sorry to hear about both your mental illness and your most recent diagnosis of cancer. I have witnessed cancer in friends and family first hand. It's no joke. Now is not a time to hate or turn from God, but rather a time to turn to God.
Just yesterday my neighbor passed away with cancer. She was eaten up with cancer, from her brain to many other internal organs. She went quickly. Very sad, but also a blessing that she didn't have to suffer as long. She sought treatment for a while, but couldn't take it physically.
I'm not sure of the severity or how far along yours is. But, I wish u the best through all of this. From making decisions of whether to fight this or not. To seeking the proper treatment to knock this out or prolong your life and lifestyle and also quality of life. This will be a hard fight, but u have to believe u can fight this.
Blessings upon u 🙌 🙏 🫂
