I can't sleep for a single hour continuously and my blood pressure is being a B

I won't be able to do much today outside of home.

Cheeses, I hate physical limitations.

I cannot survive staying with myself doing little to nothing due to even the tiniest bit of sickness.

I hate being sick.

Doing things is how I address my own complexity and inner turmoil. I have to achieve goals during the day and the night. It is the only way I stay rooted.