My health is not so well
Ive be diagnosed with type 2 diabetes in june 2025 and i am still processing on how to live with it, i hate most of the time and i am very embarrassed of sharing it with others especiallymy friends and family, i have a family history of this disease in my family.
And its hard eating no carbs, i am still lacking on that end. I am hopeful my dr, booked in an appt for me with dietitian. And jus recently in December been diagnosed with internal hemorrhoids smh all my tests are clear, no concerns but jus hemorrhoids, life is really at me for my lack of eating healthy but my niece is in her late 20s and shes overweight and doesn't have any health problems idk why my health is declining, its not fair!!! Universe or someone is probably praying for my downfall bc i never once had health problems until... Been bleeding for a 5days st8 with blood clots, i am really worried i might be something serious but i jus seen the my dr 2 weeks ago and he said all my tests are good and its jus hemorrhoids i have, i have the painless hemorrhoids, we only get the dr in once a week, so no dr in my community this week, jus going in to see the nurse, so i can be seen right away when the dr comes in. Ugh, i am eating enough fibers and taking my stool softeners but still have blood in my stools, i keep worrying bc i am always on google smh.
And its hard eating no carbs, i am still lacking on that end. I am hopeful my dr, booked in an appt for me with dietitian. And jus recently in December been diagnosed with internal hemorrhoids smh all my tests are clear, no concerns but jus hemorrhoids, life is really at me for my lack of eating healthy but my niece is in her late 20s and shes overweight and doesn't have any health problems idk why my health is declining, its not fair!!! Universe or someone is probably praying for my downfall bc i never once had health problems until... Been bleeding for a 5days st8 with blood clots, i am really worried i might be something serious but i jus seen the my dr 2 weeks ago and he said all my tests are good and its jus hemorrhoids i have, i have the painless hemorrhoids, we only get the dr in once a week, so no dr in my community this week, jus going in to see the nurse, so i can be seen right away when the dr comes in. Ugh, i am eating enough fibers and taking my stool softeners but still have blood in my stools, i keep worrying bc i am always on google smh.
