Only one medical procedure is left and then I don't have to go through this again.

Update about my nerve problems. Due to TBI in childhood, my skull didn't heal/wasn't treated adequately and that increased my risk for abnormal growths and bone deviations.

Physically I look fine but I went through sever episodes of pain that made me want to shoot myself in the head last year every other month. Seriously shoot my head. Just end my misery.

It also affected my work in healthcare and made me more prone to anger outbursts.

It comes and goes. I saw more than six specialists to finally identify the cause and the correct nerves getting compressed.

I had three surgical procedures so far and the pain has decreased significantly. It is now manageable. Just like a migraine.

But I think I might be imagining some of the pain. I know it sounds insane. I think my brain for some reason is creating a pain delusion. I am not sure how or why. It is like phantom pain.

There is real pain. But there is also a type of pain I think is paranoia and I am imagining it. I don't know how to describe it.

Anyways my case has improved so much so far in just a month.