I've been sick since Wednesday with the flu. A horrible HORRIBLE BODY FEVER.

I'm recently starting to feel better but my significant other is not. He's where I was yesterday. And it hurts me so much to see him in so much pain that I just went through. It was simply TERRIBLE. and I didn't eat anything but applesauce and one soup out of these three days. I'm trying to eat and I can't because of my GERD. I wouldn't wish this disease on anyone. I take a few bites and I can't bo more but I'm so hungry and weak. I have to drink my electrolytes from a nutrition solution water. I mad fish for us. I could barely eat it and my body is so so small now I'm so fuvking scared. I don't know how to gain the weight back or even feel normal again. I hate this I HATE this so so so much. . . And I'm still in pain from the flu. My head hurts so so bad my temples throbb above my ears anytime I get up. EVERYTIME. Damn. I really am gonna die young. 😞