I Am Gaining Weight

I'm 27 years old and I love eating and gaining weight. For most of my life I have been addicted to food and overeating. There were several tragedies in my early life and food was always there to save me. Then I got a bad thyroid and I started really getting fat. I was good at getting food brought to me by my family and I stopped going out as much. And the bigger I got the less I wanted to. Too much negative attention. I just liked seeing my body expand anyway and felt safer at home. In the back of my mind I started to wonder how big I would get if I just kept on. Yes it is crazy. I know many people will judge. I know I will probably die young, but I honestly feel fine right now other than I can't get around so well which is fine with me. I am content with a shorter life of indulgence over a long life of starvation. And now I want to see how much fatter I get. I had lost some weight for a while but I'm back up to around 800 lbs now and I'm sure I'll be gaining more the way things are going.

Bleed · 41-45, F

My issue isn't with your weight. Everyone should love their bodies. I wish I could accept mine the way it is. But have you ever thought of those you are affecting? Your parents still having to care for you and carry that financial burden. Who pays for your nurse? I'm glad your parents have accepted how you are but I really hope it isn't wearing on them having to do everything for you. They're getting older and should be winding down and relaxing more.