I Am Gaining Weight

I'm 27 years old and I love eating and gaining weight. For most of my life I have been addicted to food and overeating. There were several tragedies in my early life and food was always there to save me. Then I got a bad thyroid and I started really getting fat. I was good at getting food brought to me by my family and I stopped going out as much. And the bigger I got the less I wanted to. Too much negative attention. I just liked seeing my body expand anyway and felt safer at home. In the back of my mind I started to wonder how big I would get if I just kept on. Yes it is crazy. I know many people will judge. I know I will probably die young, but I honestly feel fine right now other than I can't get around so well which is fine with me. I am content with a shorter life of indulgence over a long life of starvation. And now I want to see how much fatter I get. I had lost some weight for a while but I'm back up to around 800 lbs now and I'm sure I'll be gaining more the way things are going.